I know something equivalent to that; you live in government funded housing and can afford high end clothes and accessories. Completely legit!

I miss you

When you died, I was completely devastated. All I wanted was to see you and spend one more moment with you and last night you gave me that. You were happy as ever. You were full of life; bouncing and running about, doing your Jack Terrier grunt/growls. No signs of cancer and far from how you spent your last days. As I was scratching your belling, I remember thinking to myself "how have I miss you so" and felt such a loss. I don't know where you go when you die but I hope you're happy and healthy now. I miss you so much, it hurts.

I took this picture the morning she passed away. Had I had known it was going to be my last, I would have taken a thousand more. She turned her weak body around to watch me get ready for work. She only stares at me when she hasn't seen me all day, as her way of saying "I miss you". But that morning, she was telling me she was going to miss me. She knew. Her appointment was made for 6:40 but she passed on her own at 3:40.

Now I know why my mom never allowed us to have pets as children. The loss of a friend is so painful. But I wouldn't have it any other way.

Jin Roe

7/1/01 - 3/21/13

creative brains

"Without great solitude no serious work is possible."

-Picasso

I am sure that most creatives  can relate when shutting out distractions of the world allows us to create magnificent ideas. These longer periods of solitude allows us to reconnect with our souls and  and deepen our sense of focus. I may be less available but I am here. 

I get it, its hard to make a living. You're working harder for less. Yeah yeah. However, If there is an agreement where someone is to be paid for work performed and they are not, that is wrong. More than the money and time lost, I am more disappointed than anything from the lack of character and professionalism. I will not get bent out of shape and get lost in those feelings. I will let this go so that I don't become angry and let this consume me. I will take the higher road and continue on with my career. They can have their money seeded from lies and deceit. In the end, I will thrive and they will continue to be what they always were, a fraud.

good things come to those who work their asses off. not rip other people off.

 If our friends ask me why we don't work together anymore, you bet your sweet ass I will tell them the truth and what secrets you keep from your wife.

Who says that?!

I do!

My friends and I say inappropriate things all the time and we get a kick out of it.

7.23.12

Character

What you say about others, reveals something about yourself. Specifically, when you speak negatively about someone, not only does it ruin their reputation but ruins your credibility. When you speak negatively about someone, it is usually done for personal gain. Maybe that helps you stand a little bit taller. Maybe by ruining their reputation, you feel less threatened by the other person. Maybe the other person knows your dirty secrets.

Experience things for yourself. Don't make up your mind by something someone else said. Question everything.

If that person did that to them, who's to say they won't do that to me?